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The anxiety I felt
over my mother's sudden illness

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was quite overwhelming.

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Losing one parent
had upturned my life,

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to lose the other was unthinkable.

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Though my mother's presence
had always loomed large in my life,

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I could not imagine myself
without her.

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Top of the stairs, Miss Bennett.

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You're here!

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Well, don't stand in the doorway,
you're letting the heat out.

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Mother!

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You look...

12
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..well. Doesn't she!

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Are you a physician all of a sudden?

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No, I...

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I'm just... I'm...

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I'm relieved to see
that you're, um, improved.

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You look like you haven't slept
in days.

18
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And whose dress are you wearing?

19
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Uh, my own.

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Mary, I am
so pleased to see you.

21
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Oh, it has been far too long.

22
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Oh!
I cannot be expected to stand.

23
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Mary, come here.

24
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I see the London air has taken
a terrible toll on your complexion.

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And your hair!

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I am sure being back
in the country will help.

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Looks beyond repair to me.

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I had undertaken
such a long journey.

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And yet, here I was...

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..back where I started.

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From mother's letter, I thought
that she was gravely ill.

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We all did.
Has she actually been ill at all?

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She thought it might be
influenza or smallpox.

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But she has made
a miraculous recovery.

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Perhaps she rallied at the news
that I was on my way.

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I for one am pleased
we are all back together.

37
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Yes, I was thinking
perhaps we could play graces

38
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or charades
after dinner this evening.

39
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Nobody plays graces, Mary.

40
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Oh, on the contrary,
it's quite fashionable in London.

41
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How is London, Mary?

42
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Yes, I want to hear all about it.

43
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Yes. Um, London is, um...

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It's um... Kitty!
I cannot reach the preserves.

45
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How are the Gardeners?

46
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Are you enjoying being
their governess?

47
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I... Ah, yes.
It's, uh, most rewarding.

48
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Have you made many
new acquaintances?

49
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My sister-in-law, Caroline,
is in London for the summer.

50
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Have you crossed paths?

51
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Oh, gosh, there's so many people.

52
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I know she can be
a little stiff at first,

53
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but she would be
interesting company for you.

54
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I have company.

55
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There's a plethora
of choice, really,

56
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for interesting company in London.

57
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Do you mean your books?

58
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BELL RINGS

59
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That's Mama's bell.
She wants you, Mary.

60
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I've only just been up there.

61
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I will send a servant
to attend to her.

62
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Mrs Bennett would like Miss Bennett
to attend to her.

63
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She probably wants to hear
all about London.

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Walk the Duchess to the edge
of the fountain, and no further.

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If you feel the wind picking up,

66
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you must bring her inside
immediately and give her warm water

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and chopped meat.

68
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Do not let cook
give her the leftovers -

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only fresh chopped beef.

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After 30 minutes,
you may return her to me,

71
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for she is the only
member of this family

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upon whom I can depend these days.

73
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Oh, and tell Lizzie I wish
to be moved to the drawing room.

74
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Do you think you'll be happier
convalescing in here, Mama?

75
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Well, you might remember
to visit me if I'm here.

76
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Now, where is my bell?

77
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Do not trouble yourselves
waiting for me, I'm fine.

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Blanket, Mother.

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And these pillows will not do.

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I'll send for some others.

81
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Maybe some toasted cheese.

82
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I feel terribly weak this morning.

83
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Oh, and a book.

84
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I was hoping for something readable.

85
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Not joining us, Mr Darcy?

86
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Mary!

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DOG BARKS

88
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Miss Bennett?

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A letter for you.

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Mary!

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Mary, where on earth
have you been all this time?

92
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I was walking the dog, Mama.

93
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Please.

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Who's the letter from, Mary?

95
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It's from one of my friends
in London.

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What friend is that, Mary?

97
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Lydia!

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What friend is that, Mary?

99
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Her name is Miss Baxter -
Anne Baxter.

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I've never heard of Miss Baxter.

101
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Then she surely does not exist.

102
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She most probably does not.

103
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Lydia is being most unkind.

104
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Something seems to be
troubling you, Mary.

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You seem full of concerns every time
we mention London.

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Do I?

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I thought you would be eager
to return.

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DOG BARKS

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Does Mother's dog
in any way remind you of mother?

110
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Oh, Lizzy. Oh.

111
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I embarrassed myself terribly
when I left London.

112
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Caroline Bingley was there.

113
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She was determined to humiliate me.

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And I left in such a flurry.

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I smashed a bell jar of great
sentimental value to its owner -

116
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a new friend, Mr Ryder -

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and everyone stared at me.
Mary!

118
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No-one else will have given it
a second thought.

119
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It will seem worse to you, I'm sure.

120
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What person has not done something
regrettable in their lives?

121
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You?

122
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You, Jane, Kitty, Lydia.

123
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Lydia?

124
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Oh, no. No, Lydia has.

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I can assure you, we all have.

126
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Anne wrote to tell me not to worry.

127
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You see?
She's become a dear friend.

128
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She has something
of an understanding

129
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with another good friend
of mine, um, Mr Tom Hayward.

130
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Mr Hayward is...

131
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He's just the kindest man.

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I see.

133
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And have you met any gentlemen
that have taken your eye?

134
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No! Oh, no. No. London -

135
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it's actually entirely
without any eligible men.

136
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And anyway, I believe
I'm not really the marrying sort.

137
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Nonsense, Mary.

138
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A visitor for Miss Mary Bennett.

139
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Mr Ryder!

140
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What are you doing here?

141
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Miss Bennett!

142
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I hope you and your family won't
consider this a great imposition.

143
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But you left London with such haste.

144
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I was most worried about your mother

145
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and wanted to offer my support
in your hour of need.

146
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How do you do, Mr Ryder?

147
00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:45,080
Mrs Bennett!

148
00:10:45,080 --> 00:10:48,840
Why, it is a pleasure
to see you looking so well.

149
00:10:48,840 --> 00:10:52,640
Oh, I usually look
much better than this,

150
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though my recovery
has been quite extraordinary.

151
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I'm glad to hear it.

152
00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:03,320
Miss Bennett, won't you introduce me
to your sisters?

153
00:11:04,280 --> 00:11:06,560
Uh, uh, um, yes.

154
00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:09,000
This is Mrs Elizabeth Darcy.

155
00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:12,440
This is Mrs Kitty Buncock.
How do you do?

156
00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:15,120
Mrs Jane Bingley
and Mrs Lydia Wickham.

157
00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:16,960
Enchanted to meet you all.

158
00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:19,000
How do you know Mary?

159
00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:21,800
Miss Bennet and I met
at a soiree in London

160
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and share a similar taste
in despicable crime pamphlets.

161
00:11:27,080 --> 00:11:28,880
Oh!

162
00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:32,080
Anyway,
I was en route to visit my aunt,

163
00:11:32,080 --> 00:11:35,720
Lady Catherine de Bourgh,
and wanted to pay my respects.

164
00:11:35,720 --> 00:11:39,640
Well, let us
not stand upon ceremony.

165
00:11:39,640 --> 00:11:43,400
Elizabeth will arrange
for us to take tea in the garden.

166
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Mr Ryder, do join us.

167
00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:49,760
Oh, I'm sure Mr Ryder will have
more important matters to attend to.

168
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I have time.

169
00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:55,640
Are you well enough, Mama?
Yes, thank you, Jane.

170
00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:58,360
I am perfectly well enough.

171
00:11:58,360 --> 00:12:01,520
Mary, take Mr Ryder to the garden.

172
00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:03,680
Lydia will deal with the dog.

173
00:12:03,680 --> 00:12:04,840
What?

174
00:12:04,840 --> 00:12:06,600
Mr Ryder, if this is about...

175
00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:08,320
Come along, Mr Ryder.

176
00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:15,360
I have always felt
that what a lady puts in her garden

177
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is so terribly important.

178
00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:21,640
Roses, of course. Of course.
Your favourite flower?

179
00:12:21,640 --> 00:12:23,200
Well, I must say...

180
00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:33,480
My turn!

181
00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:38,600
I see you forgot
to mention Mr Ryder

182
00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:40,680
in your reports from London.

183
00:12:40,680 --> 00:12:42,840
You also forgot to mention

184
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how handsome he is.

185
00:12:44,680 --> 00:12:47,600
I mean,
I've not really noticed his looks.

186
00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:51,760
I'm sure. He's come
an awfully long way to see you.

187
00:12:51,760 --> 00:12:54,840
He's probably just thirsty
and nearby.

188
00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:57,000
Mary! What?

189
00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:00,880
Oh, you must stay with us,
Mr Ryder.

190
00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:03,240
Especially with the weather turning,
as it may well do.

191
00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,960
Do you not agree, Lizzie? You would
be most welcome, Mr Ryder.

192
00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:08,320
That is very kind.

193
00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:12,040
Come, Miss Bennet,
show us your skills.

194
00:13:15,960 --> 00:13:18,120
Oh!

195
00:13:18,120 --> 00:13:21,120
That's not what I meant to happen.

196
00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:24,520
Excellent! Well done, Mary.

197
00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:27,280
Yes, bravo.

198
00:13:27,280 --> 00:13:29,360
I agree. Well done.

199
00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:33,920
I was sorry to see you leave London
in such a hurry.

200
00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:39,720
Sir Ryder, have...

201
00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:43,840
Have you come here to discuss,
you know, the...

202
00:13:43,840 --> 00:13:47,880
Yes. Yes, Miss Bennet,
I believe I have.

203
00:13:47,880 --> 00:13:50,600
I've been wondering whether
to write to you on the subject.

204
00:13:50,600 --> 00:13:54,080
Oh, I wouldn't expect you to lead
the conversation, Miss Bennet.

205
00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:56,000
Mr Ryder,
are you here to talk about...

206
00:13:57,520 --> 00:13:59,200
..the bell jar.
Our connection.

207
00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:03,440
The bell jar? What did you say?

208
00:14:03,440 --> 00:14:05,880
Miss Bennet, please!

209
00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:08,160
Do not trouble yourself over that.

210
00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:10,880
But it was your father's.
I thought you'd be upset.

211
00:14:10,880 --> 00:14:14,240
Not at all.
Please. Think no more of it.

212
00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:28,080
It was a pleasure
to meet your family.

213
00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:31,880
Yes, my sisters are exceptional.

214
00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:33,040
I know.

215
00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:34,560
As are you, Miss Bennet.

216
00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:37,720
Oh, no, I am much more,

217
00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:38,920
um...

218
00:14:40,240 --> 00:14:41,760
I find it most refreshing

219
00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:44,760
that you do not fawn
over potential husbands

220
00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:48,400
or have your mind constantly set
on finding a match.

221
00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:54,400
Well, no, no, I don't really...

222
00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:56,520
I don't give it much thought.

223
00:14:56,520 --> 00:14:59,600
You lack artifice.
Your qualities shine out,

224
00:14:59,600 --> 00:15:03,600
they're not corrupted
by the false polish of the world.

225
00:15:04,760 --> 00:15:09,080
Gosh! These are observations
of a very, very personal nature.

226
00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:12,120
Well, I have a very low opinion
of the petty rules

227
00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:15,600
to which we submit ourselves
in the name of good manners.

228
00:15:15,600 --> 00:15:16,840
Did you know that?

229
00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:19,920
I think you may have mentioned it
once or twice.

230
00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:21,920
I believe, Miss Bennet,

231
00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:24,680
that our inability
to say what we mean

232
00:15:24,680 --> 00:15:28,000
is one of the great curses
of our age.

233
00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:30,480
We hide behind a thousand disguises

234
00:15:30,480 --> 00:15:33,120
that we like to call politeness.

235
00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:34,520
Mm.

236
00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:51,800
Mr Darcy sends his apologies.

237
00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:53,400
He has a seasonal headache.

238
00:15:53,400 --> 00:15:54,560
Oh.

239
00:15:54,560 --> 00:15:55,760
Hmm.

240
00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:58,360
Mr Ryder, tell us about yourself.

241
00:15:58,360 --> 00:16:00,960
Mary mentioned
you are an avid reader.

242
00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:04,200
Oh, uh, of poetry perhaps.

243
00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:07,040
I find longer works
are usually not for me.

244
00:16:07,040 --> 00:16:08,400
Really?

245
00:16:08,400 --> 00:16:11,360
I think the brevity of poetry is
one of its principal attractions.

246
00:16:11,360 --> 00:16:14,560
I agree wholeheartedly.

247
00:16:14,560 --> 00:16:17,640
I only wish I had
the fine mind of your sister.

248
00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:20,520
Miss Bennet has such
an astute understanding

249
00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:22,600
of a wide range of literature.

250
00:16:22,600 --> 00:16:25,320
She does, she does.

251
00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:29,800
I do not know whether she gets it
from me or her father.

252
00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:33,520
From you, Mother, I am sure.
Oh!

253
00:16:33,520 --> 00:16:37,160
There are very few people
who have the insight of Miss Bennet.

254
00:16:37,160 --> 00:16:38,640
I could talk to you all day.

255
00:16:40,720 --> 00:16:44,840
I must admit, London has been
a little grey without you.

256
00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:49,120
Are you jok...?

257
00:16:49,120 --> 00:16:52,200
No, there are... There are many
interesting minds in London,

258
00:16:52,200 --> 00:16:54,840
all eager
for thoughtful conversation.

259
00:16:54,840 --> 00:16:56,520
None as interesting as yours.

260
00:17:07,839 --> 00:17:09,520
KNOCK AT THE DOOR

261
00:17:09,520 --> 00:17:11,040
Hello?

262
00:17:12,560 --> 00:17:14,000
Mother?

263
00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:16,599
I came to wish you goodnight.

264
00:17:20,599 --> 00:17:22,119
Here.

265
00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:35,880
Mr Ryder...

266
00:17:37,160 --> 00:17:39,600
..would make an excellent match.

267
00:17:45,560 --> 00:17:49,800
I wonder what kind
of endowment he has.

268
00:17:51,080 --> 00:17:54,520
I do not know, Mama.
A sizeable one, I'm sure.

269
00:17:57,680 --> 00:17:59,680
Goodnight, Mama.

270
00:18:03,960 --> 00:18:05,600
Goodnight, Mary.

271
00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:58,520
Sorry, don't let me distract you.

272
00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:03,520
What are you reading, Mr Ryder?

273
00:19:03,520 --> 00:19:06,680
A rather fascinating book on...

274
00:19:08,760 --> 00:19:11,000
Jesus. Right, it's upside down!

275
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:14,280
Hah! So it is.

276
00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:17,520
What are you reading, Miss Bennet?
Fordyce's sermons to young women.

277
00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:20,080
Oh, insufferable rule-making pedant.

278
00:19:20,080 --> 00:19:22,120
Would you like me
to put it in the fire for you?

279
00:19:24,120 --> 00:19:27,000
It's not quite how I remember it,
I'll admit.

280
00:19:41,360 --> 00:19:42,920
What are they talking about?

281
00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:48,440
Mary sounds serious.

282
00:19:48,440 --> 00:19:50,720
She's boring him, I know it.

283
00:19:50,720 --> 00:19:52,720
I think you should read
Mrs McCauley.

284
00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:55,920
She will help you
to better understand the world.

285
00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:59,560
I am no good at all
at wasting my energy on anything

286
00:19:59,560 --> 00:20:02,240
that does not either move
or please me.

287
00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:04,240
I think that is a shame, sir.

288
00:20:10,480 --> 00:20:12,240
You know, my father was a scholar.

289
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:16,680
He devoted all his time
to studying insects.

290
00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:19,240
Winged beetles mostly. Of course.

291
00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:22,520
Yes, the beetle in the jar.

292
00:20:22,520 --> 00:20:25,280
It's fascinating stuff, really.

293
00:20:25,280 --> 00:20:27,840
Well, I'm not so sure,

294
00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:30,640
but it occupied
his every waking hour.

295
00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:34,000
He rarely emerged from his study.

296
00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:37,920
We hardly ever saw him.

297
00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:42,480
When I was 15 years old...

298
00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:46,520
..he...

299
00:20:48,120 --> 00:20:50,880
..died quite suddenly.

300
00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:52,760
Oh!

301
00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:54,160
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

302
00:20:55,480 --> 00:20:58,160
A few days after his death,

303
00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:00,800
I sat in his dark study and...

304
00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:07,040
..I thought about all the hours
he'd spent in there,

305
00:21:07,040 --> 00:21:10,560
away from his family,
away from life.

306
00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:12,120
And for what?

307
00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:14,240
Your father must have derived

308
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:17,000
a great deal of pleasure
from his work?

309
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:18,360
Perhaps.

310
00:21:18,360 --> 00:21:21,400
But I think I learnt more
about the point of human existence

311
00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:25,640
in that moment than my father learnt
in a lifetime of study.

312
00:21:26,720 --> 00:21:30,000
From then on, I devoted myself

313
00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:32,040
to the pursuit of joy.

314
00:21:33,360 --> 00:21:34,960
Tell me, Miss Bennet...

315
00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:38,800
..what makes you happy?

316
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:45,600
Nobody ever asked me
such a question.

317
00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:48,080
Then you must consider it now.

318
00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:51,120
Uh, well, um...

319
00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:55,840
Reading. Reading, learning.

320
00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:57,200
Teaching.

321
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:03,160
And what of friendship...

322
00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:07,520
..of love?

323
00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:13,960
Ah, yes, of course.
No, of course, that.

324
00:22:13,960 --> 00:22:16,000
Life is short, Miss Bennet.

325
00:22:17,680 --> 00:22:20,120
Everything turns to dust
in the end.

326
00:22:23,640 --> 00:22:26,680
We might as well experience
some joy before that happens.

327
00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:34,680
Let's go riding.

328
00:22:37,920 --> 00:22:39,640
Yes, let's.

329
00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:46,920
Ladies.

330
00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:51,240
What a waste!

331
00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:54,360
Well? Well what? Are you
going out walking again, Mary?

332
00:22:54,360 --> 00:22:57,040
No, Mr Ryder and I are going riding.
On a horse?

333
00:22:57,040 --> 00:22:59,800
Yes, that's generally the idea.
But you hate horses.

334
00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:02,360
Mary, what are his intentions?

335
00:23:02,360 --> 00:23:04,400
To ride a horse, I think.

336
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,320
Oh, no!

337
00:23:19,760 --> 00:23:21,080
Oh!

338
00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:23,680
Oh, dear, oh, dear.

339
00:23:26,800 --> 00:23:29,000
Are you quite all right,
Miss Bennet?

340
00:23:29,000 --> 00:23:30,800
I'm perfectly fine. Thank you. Yes.

341
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:35,480
No. Oh, there we go.

342
00:23:35,480 --> 00:23:37,360
There we go.

343
00:23:37,360 --> 00:23:41,400
Now, I've been thinking
about your argument

344
00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:45,120
that we should say more honestly
what we think and feel.

345
00:23:45,120 --> 00:23:47,200
Ah, excellent.

346
00:23:47,200 --> 00:23:48,720
I knew you'd agree.

347
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,560
Oh, don't know that I do.

348
00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:55,400
I mean, surely even you must admit
there may be occasions when,

349
00:23:55,400 --> 00:23:59,120
well, for all manner of reasons,
some things are best left unsaid.

350
00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:00,920
I cannot concur.

351
00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:03,480
I intend to live my life
by bolder principles.

352
00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:06,680
In fact, that is why I came here -

353
00:24:06,680 --> 00:24:08,720
to put that belief into practice.

354
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:13,560
Oh, really? Yes. I came here
to commit the great impropriety

355
00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:15,960
of telling you honestly
what I think of you.

356
00:24:18,240 --> 00:24:20,280
Mr Ryder, I can assure you
there's no need.

357
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:22,080
I attempted to scribble a few lines,

358
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:26,280
but...but then I thought of
some verses of Mr Wordsworth

359
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:28,840
that captured your spirit perfectly.

360
00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,480
May I be allowed to recite them
to you?

361
00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,040
Of course, Mr Ryder. Please.

362
00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:43,920
She dwelt among...

363
00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:45,480
Excuse me.

364
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:47,760
No.

365
00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:50,560
Please, take your time.

366
00:24:56,520 --> 00:25:00,400
She dwelt among the untrodden ways.

367
00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:02,120
Beside the springs of Dove.

368
00:25:03,120 --> 00:25:06,320
A maid whom there were none
to praise.

369
00:25:06,320 --> 00:25:08,000
And very few to love.

370
00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,920
A violet by a mossy stone,

371
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:13,600
half hidden from the eye.

372
00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,200
Fair as a star when only one

373
00:25:18,200 --> 00:25:19,960
is shining in the sky.

374
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:30,400
I think you see me
as a lonely figure.

375
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:32,640
I was brought up
in Hertfordshire, sir.

376
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,680
So the road to London
was barely five miles away.

377
00:25:35,680 --> 00:25:37,880
It is possible to feel
oneself alone,

378
00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:39,880
even in such close proximity
to town.

379
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:42,640
Yes, but in my village
it was quite untrue

380
00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:46,560
to say that there were none
to praise and very few to love.

381
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:48,520
There were scores of people

382
00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:50,720
very eager to praise my sisters.

383
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,600
Perhaps living with your family
in Meryton

384
00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:57,280
kept you half hidden from the eye.

385
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:00,440
But now you've broken out
on your own...

386
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:03,840
..you can be seen at last,
as you deserve.

387
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:09,120
Fair as a star when only one
is shining in the sky.

388
00:26:14,560 --> 00:26:16,080
Oh!

389
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,320
You're a natural, Miss Bennet.

390
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,640
Oh, I'm not.
I know.

391
00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:29,880
Our conversation has made me
very happy, Miss Bennet.

392
00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:36,440
Me too, Mr Ryder.

393
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:45,240
HE GEES UP THE HORSE

394
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:53,000
Walk on.

395
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:55,080
Whoa. Oh, oh.

396
00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:57,160
Ah!

397
00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,400
Oh!

398
00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:02,920
Mary! There you are.
Whatever is the matter?

399
00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:04,240
What happened on the ride?

400
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:08,280
We rode horses. Hmm?

401
00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,200
And, mine was most unruly,

402
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:11,840
and it had a taste for brambles.

403
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:13,480
As if it had a mind of its own,
really.

404
00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:15,320
And my saddle
was not at all comfortable.

405
00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:17,440
That's not a slight
on the quality... Mary!

406
00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:19,000
..merely the design. Mary!

407
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:25,440
It appears Mr Ryder does have
some sort of affection for you.

408
00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:29,240
And I believe
he is about to propose.

409
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:35,480
Mother, I'm not completely sure
that you are right.

410
00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:38,880
And I really would hate to cause you
any further disappointment.

411
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,960
This is an opportunity
that cannot be overlooked.

412
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,640
He's a very eligible gentleman.

413
00:27:45,960 --> 00:27:47,840
You will say yes, won't you?

414
00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:51,560
Ah...

415
00:27:51,560 --> 00:27:53,400
There you are. What happened?
What did he say?

416
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,440
Did he ask you?
He's not going to ask her. Lydia!

417
00:28:02,880 --> 00:28:04,240
Miss Bennet!

418
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,120
Are you quite all right?

419
00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:11,880
Oh, it's nothing - nothing at all.

420
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:16,320
May I speak with you in private?

421
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,160
I have something very important
I want to discuss with you.

422
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:40,840
Mother had told me
to prepare myself.

423
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:45,520
But nothing could prepare me

424
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,040
for what happened next.


